Why won't it stop fucking raining?! Every damn day since I got back from visiting Gemma (13th November) it's rained, it's really starting to piss me off!
Although, to be fair, it has given me the time to play Need For Speed Carbon on Xbox 360. Not the hardest or best of games by a long way, but it's enough to keep you entertained if you don't want to think too much (we all know what I get like if I think too much!), I've completed the Career mode, but have to do it again three more times to get some of the Achievements - not sure I can be arsed!
Now, when I do tend to think too much and I'm near a computer with no one else around, I have another 'blog elsewhere where I put my deepest thoughts. It's a bit empty to be honest, but there is one thing I'd like to say here. Most people have experienced wanting something so much it hurts, especially if they can't have it, but have many people experienced the feeling of wanting something so much it doesn't hurt that you can't have it? A strange one, it would be interesting to know if anyone actually understands the meaning of that. Well, obviously some people will, but not many of the current 'Gimme gimme gimme' generations that seem to plague this Earth.
Still, enough of that, I should get back to looking for a job I suppose...
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